almost there or not that close

You know those days when you just can't look at the mirror and think ''you are most beautiful that you can imagine''? Although I feel that way sometimes (a few sometimes) its in days like this that I can't look at the mirror at all. It's horrifying. And its so bad have one of the most perfect bodys right by your side and you feel speechless. So speechless that tears appear on your eyes. And you just don't cry because the perfect body loves you more that anything in the world and don't know nothing about this. Or this post. Or anything at all.